| Please read this.
It would seem that I have been the brunt of several veiled posts left
by people, one in particular, who at one point in my life, I would have
called my best friend. This person seems to think that I have said the
things that I did because I hold some sort of grudge against her. This
is in fact not the case. Any of the controversial topics I have ever
raised were merely out of love, not out of rage, or of ill will.
I go to your site and to your friends' sites because I'm still
interested in what goes on in your life. As you may have noticed, I do
not talk to either you or him
anymore, so you can stop saying that I'm throwing things in your faces.
I have a right to go to his site and to yours, and I will not stop. If
you don't want me to read them, make them protected. You seem to think
that I visit your sites too often, but this is not so. I'm concerned
for both of you and your well being, which is why I will continue to
read your sites.
And to you; I have done nothing but love you. I will say it again. I
have done nothing but love you. And if you think that I've hurt you,
then you might look at how I feel.
Back before all of this happened, you were my best friend. Think about
how hurt I was to read what you had written about only having two
friends in the world (and then you proceeded to name them, and I was
not on the list), and how everybody else had stabbed you in the back.
Well dear, that's not true. I was there for you, and you took me for
granted.
I spent the whole day with you on that day, and I even had you come to
my aunt's home where I was because I wanted to be there for you.
Just think about that. Think about that when you claim that I don't
love you. When you try to tell people that I've hurt you. Think about
how I have always been there for you, and I've always loved you. I'm not here for you know, that's true. But that's only because of the pain that you have inflicted on me.
I still love you, I still care for you, and I'm still concerned about what goes on in your life. |
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